Wednesday, August 31, 2011

I miss his man feet

They're stinky, big, and totally hairy toed, but I miss his man feet. The feet he would tickle me with, wrap around mine, rest on my lap. I miss his huge man hands, the ones that have the fingers that curl down around my dwarf fingers, the hands mine fit perfectly in. He would team up with his brother and tickle me, until I wiggled down into the floor out of breath laughing and screaming at them, red faced and completely happy. Sigh. I'm gonna go listen to Goo Goo Dolls.

Day 2 : 9 Loves

9 Loves:

  1. Cool Fall days
  2. Cuddling :)
  3. Curious puppies
  4. Baby laughs
  5. My Mister of course
  6. Supportive Family
  7. The love of my God
  8. The salvation of my God
  9. Bargain Shopping

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

10 Day challenge, day 1 10 secrets

10 Secrets

  1. I make fun of people in my head all day.
  2. I don't like short shorts
  3. I  think the majority of girls are skanks
  4. 23 months until Mr gets outta the Corps
  5. I'm excited for that ^^
  6. I'm afraid to tell Mr that I might not be able to go to Vegas, no ticket money
  7. I hang up on people at Papa Johns when I cant understand them
  8. I'm a closet baby doll enthusiast lol it's sad
  9. I think my laptop is broken
  10. Blogger frustrates me -.-

Monday, August 29, 2011

Part 2

Alright, so after my friend texts me telling me what's going on I send them  a group text saying that we're all adults and the way to handle a situation like this isnt to talk behind other people's backs but to talk face to face. Horse texted back and said that she'd come beat my A** if she had the gas...I mean I'd like to see her try but I'd rather not go to jail. Please and thanks. And somehow we ended up on the subject of her boyfriend and how she needs to go get pregnant by him...*sigh* not my proudest moment. BUT she did post on Facebook immediately afterwards "I may get pregnant by my loser boyfriend but at least my boyfriend doesn't whore around on me Mary Jo Petters!!" Wow, okay, first, REALLY MATURE. Secondly, she spelled my last name wrong -.- Thirdly, I think it's funny that she was so insecure about her relationship with him that she tried to say Mr whores around. He just laughed and said "She doesn't know me then." It cracked me up, and my reply post was
 "SO I'm not naming any names, but for the record, my FIANCE not BOYFRIEND does NOT whore around behind my back. I'm sorry if my relationship offends you because it's not with a guy I'm constantly in fear of getting pregnant with. I don't know where you got your facts wrong, but before you call me out make sure you get my last name right, it's PETERS not PETTERS. Pfft silly little girl." And my Second reply was, "Before you talk about how he whores around talk to his mama (Lori Robinson) about how she raised him, and then talk to his brother (Djizzle Davis) about how he's an example of fidelity, and then talk to him, you know, my fiance, Matthew about your opinions about him. You are NOT bringing lies into this argument."

I know, I had two replies...But what his mama said really made me feel better,

"Yes, it would tear both him and DJ apart to cheat. I taught them both, that "you have to live with the choices you make in this life, can you get up every morning and look yourself in the face, and say I like the person I am today and the choices I have made that got me here?" I know he would never cheat on you, I remember what it was like when he thought he lost you forever (my fault, and I can never apologize enough) I remember his depression, his tears, his heartbreak, I know he never wants to feel that again. He can't even handle it when he thinks you're mad at him, he's not perfect by any means, but he truly loves you, and would die to protect you. What you two have is what everyone wants, it's rare and beautiful. No, it's not always gonna be roses, but it is true and genuine. Your love for him is just as true, I see that, I feel that,and I know you were meant for my son. I thank God everyday, that he brought you back into his life, and that one day you will become his wife, to stand at his side, as his equal partner in good times as well as bad. I love you MJ as my daughter, and you know how hard it is for me to trust anyone and let them in, but my arms are wide open for you as one of my own."

Do I not have the best Mother in law?? And I know what she says is true, because he does hate it when I'm mad, he hates it when we argue it makes him miserable and he begs me to stop being mad at him. When I have doubts about us I remember this, what his mom said, and what he told me once, although at the time it made me sad.

"I don't always like you, but not once have I stopped loving you"

And I believe that's true for everyone, if we always liked the person we lived with there would be no excitement, no adventure. So, "haters gonna hate" but I'm gonna live my life, with my fiance and not feel the need for a back up plan :) I have my life, and she's gonna have hers.

So that's my summer, crazy, eventful, and dramatic as all hell.

Friday, August 12, 2011

Synopsis of a Summer- part 1

Good Lord this summer has been...dramatic to say the least. Can I first say, how absolutely GLAD I am not to be in high school anymore? I can? Okay good because I am! I am so happy I'm not in high school with little girls who like to start drama. But to tell that story I have to start at the beginning. Of the summer that is.

May 31- MOVE IN DAY!!! Fun times fun times :)) NOT. First, housing lost the list of names for the program that I'm in, so we had to be manually put into the system. As if that's not annoying enough, we randomly got stuck with people. Wouldn't it just be my luck if I got put with the girl that I had two years ago, the one that we both dislike each other? Yeah that was my thought right before this "Okay so she will be in room *** with MJ? Alright thanks!" Yeah. My life right?

***Side note***I felt seriously sorry for the hall director, this one girl was getting all upset and huffing everywhere like a horse and hitting her hand on the desk like a princess, and this woman just went with it. Bless you Hall Director.

Anywho, we went up to the room, my mom helped me move in :)) Yeah, my mother's amazing, I know :) My roomie hid out in her horsey friends room the whole time I was unpacking and only came back when I was gone, mature right?

***Side note #2*** I am not going to be very objective about Horse Friend or Roomie in this post

So. For about a day and a half we just studiously ignored one another and went about our lives. Until the day of Orientation. June 1st. This little witchy Roomie kept turning the A/C off when I was out of the room because "she gets cold" easily. Bull snot. She knows I get hot easily and wanted to make it miserable for me. Well in order to do this on this particular instance she decided to move my things off of the A/C to get to it. WHOA BACK UP. Touching my things?? When I'm not even in the room??? Who died and made her room mother? So I confronted her about that. She tried to play it off as me being childish, I said "No, it's not childish to want my things left alone in my own room. If this happens again I'm going to someone about it."

Fast forward about a week. We get called into a meeting with the program director. I'm terrified we're going to get kicked out of the program, because we just dislike each other so much, it's fairly obvious. She tells us we need to work it out and it's not healthy for the group to be put under stress by us. To which I completely agreed. I had had enough of the childish high school BS. So Roomie and I talked it out and I thought we were cool.


Little did I or anyone else know, she had been running to her mommy every night and talking about how threatened she felt by me, and so on and so forth. My first clue should have been how she treated Mr when he was home. As if he weren't there, in the room with us. I mean I just passed it off as rude. But apparently that threatened her and all of this other bunk. Whatever, she switched rooms and it's just whatever at that point. That brings us all the way through mid July, yes this is how long this drama played out, pathetic I know.

She starts packing her things one day, and just completely leaves, doesn't tell anyone the full story or anything. I'm called to the program director's office two days later and she is FURIOUS. Not with me, with Roomie. Roomie pulled some shady bunk and withdrew from the University, without telling anyone. That's not good, like at all. And as much as I *despise* dislike this girl I hate that she essentially screwed herself over. And I have to say, my parents were completely on the money about her personality, have been for the past 3 years, and the director even supported their views, sometimes word for word said what my parents had.

So she left, for good. Left the program in a mess, left the director in trouble (which really pisses me off but that's a different story), and as the final topper, decides two weeks later to try and start stuff with me. She, Horse Friend, and their friend Nympho *(I love my nicknames for these people)* told a really good friend that I had been talking about her behind her back. Which I hadn't, and when friend texted me like wtf I was like "Oh HECK NO" and...I feel this post is long enough, part 2 coming soon

ps how would you have handled the situations?

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Isn't it ironic?

He thinks I'm the strongest girl in the world. He doesn't think twice about asking me to be strong for both of us, because he just doesn't know. He tells me that it's so hard for him to be away, and yes, I can understand that. But he doesn't understand that it's hard for me too.
I had a friend tell me today that she doesn't think she could ever handle being with someone in the military.
"You miss him all of the time, and you cry. I don't think I could do that MJ. You almost cried last night when you got to see him on Skype, I'm surprised you didn't."
I'm surprised I didn't too. I wanted to. His friend called me on Skype and Mr was in the room with him and I was like it's my baby!!! I got so happy, and I started to shake and everything. I know that most of y'all know what I mean when I talk about this. It's just so hard to be strong for two people :/

Saturday, August 6, 2011

You can call me God mommy :))

Remember that cute baby puppy? SHE'S A HORSE. I swear. I didn't know she'd get big so fast!

In the week I've been at school I swear she's gained 5 pounds and grew by 3 inches. I hate that I'm missing so much with my baby girl :((

This little peanut is my godson Grayson :)) He was born the day that Mr left to head back to Cali, and I just feel like it's fate :)) He's kept me smiling since Mr left, and that's hard to do. His mommy is my best friend, and I can't wait to fly out to meet her! It's crazy how Facebook has let me meet these amazing women who have become my support system. His mom is in the top three, and I don't think I could handle anything without her. My phone has groups I can put people in, and she's in the group where I send any big news to, like 1st response. She texts back when it's 3am and she's always there for me, she's just amazing. :)) I keep tellin her my honeymoon is gonna be a road trip to visit her, and she keeps laughing and saying Mr won't like it, but it'll happen. I swear. Lol. Her husband is in the Army, and his doppelganger works at a bagel place on campus. :))

Monday, August 1, 2011

Playing Catch Up

Sometimes we like to sleep in our waterbowls...

This is our puppy Sapphire :)) She's part boxer, lab, and husky :)) She's 8 weeks old and HUGEEE!! She's also the sweetest puppy. Ever. Mr and I are in love with her, he pretty much gets daily picture of her and I hate living on campus away from her! When I went home this past weekend she freaked out when she saw me and her little tail was wagging like crazy :))

Hmmm what else is going on? Ohhh I need a co-signer for my student loan :/ Mr can't do it because spouses can't be co-signers for each other, my parents can't, and I just don't know who I'm gonna get to do it. :/ Funk funk funk.

I got a second job at Papa Johns last week! I work only weekends, get paid every Monday, and it's pretty much my gas money. I need to save up for Vegas and this will help a ton. I have all kinds of insurance junk to worry about, so needless to say I'm pretty stressed.

Haha sidenote, this girl in my Engliah 102 class has an Elmo voice. It cracks me up.

Anywho, Mr got a new phone the other day! It's touch screen and he's just like "Uh...." about it. My poor non technological Marine. Ohh and he bought a truck yesterday! 2010 Silver Ford Ranger. It's only a 2 seater but we won't need more seats than that for a while so it's good for now :))

I might be MIA for a bit, Finals are coming up and then Fall semseter starts. I'll do quick updates every now and then for you!