Dang

So...turns out...I wasn't NEARLY over Martini as much as i thot i was...not even close...i saw him at school the first day and it was like somebody slapped me in the face, and it sucked. Now, not only am I NOT over him, but turns out hes got a new gf as of this week. Kinda makes me feel like an idiot. SO...I have no clue what now. I guess I'm just gonna ignore him, and hope that it all goes away...yea...fat chance. For those who know me, they know that this is just the beginning...Would really help if my skool had more hot guys..all of the hot ones are gone, and I will NOT date a soph or freshman.
School is quickly becoming a struggle. I always laughed it off when ppl said that your Junior year was your hardest, but DANG. I believe it now. I guess its a good thing that I don't have a guy to distract me, if I did I wouldn't be able to do it.
No drama at school...so far. I feel like I'm doin a fairly good job at avoiding it...let's cross our fingers and hope I can keep it up shall we? While we're at it lets NOT hold our breath...that could get...bad.
Speaking of dating younger guys...My Nana tried to hook me up with her sophomore lawn mower...He's a cool kid and all, but me and him...how about not...kinda made me laff tho. He came in to get a drink and my nana was like oh! Have you met my granddaughter? Me and him kinda just looked at each other like yeah..hey...Then when he left nana was like OMG he looked twice at you! He looked at you then swung his head back around to look again! I was like oh Nana...She so enjoyed all of that...*sigh*
So anywhoozles g2g

Rambly like

So guy from Second Semester is no more. From now on he is Martini bc thats a feminine name for a lil bitty boy. Seriously, he tiny. but anyways im over him and I'm gonna start school tomorrow with fresh eyes and a new personality than last year. Who cares what ppl say ab me, they don't even know me. Haha omg PCUB has given me WAY too much confidence!! Lol then again im tired, im on 3 hrs of sleep for the last almost 48 hrs and im way too hyper for this but whatever. I GOT SUMMER READING DONE AND IM SO FRIGGIN HAPPY...ahem im done now...just got essay ?'s and vocab and im outta the woods SUCCESS. School is gonna feel like such a letdown after PCUB bc its not gonna be my pcub family and the ppl will be all weird and won't get the jokes...sigh...i really hate going to skool w ppl who've known me since like kindergarten, they judge way too much. "Hey, yeah sorry that I kicked over ur legos, we were 7 LET IT GO, and while you're at it, how ab we DONT tell ppl ab the time that i fell off the seesaw..."and so on and so forth. its hard to be friends w those people and then to not be friends for like 6 freakin years then all of a sudden omg its my buddy!! no fake biotch its not its ur exbuddy who you dissed for some other little girl. Dang, I miss Dillon. Me and him were like attached at the hip until about 6th grade. We were in all of our elementary classes together, K-5 no joke. Then poof I realized he was a boy, he realized I was a girl, and there it goes. Last time me and him talked it was Freshman Bio and we're ab to be Juniors :*(. but anyways that was long and rambly like lol later

Mariah Made Me Do It!!!!!!!!

Okay, so I don't really have anything to say, but I'm gonna try to think of something, so if this gets spastic, im sorry.

So there's been a lot of drama in my life lately, arguments with friends, and such. But I've decided that this school year, if someone decides that they're gonna come up to me with their problems, its gonna be like one of those times when i run away with my hands over my ears screaming "LALALALALA". Lol.

OMG so there's this guy from my school, and I've liked him since 2nd semester Sophomore year...and we talk every now and then, and everybody I talk to about it says that he likes me, but I don't know, because they're all my friends. You know how your friends are, they say stuff just because its what you want to hear, and I don't want that, I want the absolute truth, but I don't want it to hurt...wow...I told you it would be spastic...so I've been questioning myself on this, and I wish I could just have somebody take the decision away from me and be like "Do it" or "don't do it". If only our mommies could take the decision away from us...wait...no we don't want that...!!! So here's my blog post Mariah, happy????

Ugh

Okay really, all of this back and forth with a blog is getting old. I took offense at autumns, and she said that she wouldnt do it and then takes offense at mine. *sigh* Repeatedly this summer I've heard yeah I'm a hyprcrite *giggle* well usually thats something ppl try to CHANGE. and erin was in the right because she had a right to tell him bc she was worried about him getting hurt. Yes you're my friend and I love you but you were in the wrong, and I'm not going to support something that is so totally in the wrong. Love ya Autumn