Saturday, February 26, 2011

True love lasts forever...even in military time

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

I heard from my Matthew!!!

Oh bloggy loves :) I finally got a message from him after almost 4 weeks!!!!!!
But it was quickly followed by...
I no longer have texting on my phone.
So this means I can't talk to these
ladies that I love dearly.
This=SAD MJ :(
I miss talking to my lovelies :/
But I'll be okay I guess.
He called me strong yesterday:

hey babe sorry its been awhile but hey i know your a strong girl thats one of the reasons i love you youll never geuss where i am im in thiland (thailand)



But I'm gonna go:)

If you want my email please say so...

I hate losing touch with people

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

My Pantech

Welcome to my blog! If you've never done the phone link up, click on the phone button on my sidebar and go link up!!! It's hosted by the lovely Jessica, she has tons of kids and is the size of my forearm, no kidding :) She's also awesome and you should follow her :D
So I did this the other legs hurt for three days but I loved it!
Who else remembers Lamb Chop? Please tell me I'm not alone! :) I loved this little lamb!

One of my kids made a flower with her blueberries yesterday at the Valentine's Day party she's adorable

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

We can Live like Jack and Sally

I'm breaking the cardinal rule of blog posting, by posting twice. Buuut I just hope y'all love me enough to read both? :D This post is going in a completely opposite direction.
I MISS HIM. I miss getting random little pictures of him before bed with his eyes all sleepy and a goofy tired smile on his face. I even miss sleep texting him. I know, I'm a nut. I miss waking up to his "huh" when I would reply in my sleep "andkdlk hajeoe" It happened...nightly lol.
I miss him calming me down when I get really stressed and freak out over everything. His "Calm down babe" would always do the trick. I could send him a 5 page text saying why my life sucked and he'd say "You're ok babe. I know you can do it, I love you" I miss his sweetness. I mean we have problems, and we would have had days where we hardly texted but we could have had 2 or 3 of the random conversations that I save EVERY SINGLE TEXT of. Just *sigh* I guess.
I hate that I've broken so bad lately.
I can't stand how weak I've been.
And I'm sorry I've been depressing

It's Just a Lyrical Lie

I wanna do a care package. Buuut I don't have his address. So there goes that idea. Oops. Seems to me that that's something that he should have given me. This blogpost is gonna be a vent of sorts. It's my impatience to be honest. And trust me my impatience is reaching its limits.
Okay. Don't judge me or hate me for this post, but I'm beginning to wonder if Mr. still wants to get married. I've thought and thought agbout this, and I just can't seem to understand what he wants from me anymore. I talked to his brother about this and he told me this.
MJ-Do you think Mr and I will really get married
MJ-Why though
Bro-Because my brother loves you just as much as he loves me and thats close to impossible he doesnt even love mom that much

So is that the answer to all of my doubts? Words of wisdom from a brother? I just don't know what to do anymore. I hear all the time about other Marines just randomly getting married at the drop of a hat and he won't even tell me a YEAR. Maybe we're too young for this right now. Maybe people are right.

Or maybe (most likely) I'm thinking too hard about this right now and need to pay attention to my math teacher. Help?

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

I Believe project

What do you believe? What are some things that you absolutely one hundred percent believe in? Here are mine, go to Jessikuh and grab the button so you can take part as well :)

I believe...
in GOD
in love
in chaos
in miracles
in ME
in my FAMILY
No relationship is perfect.
People lie. Get used to it.
Baby coughs are the most pitiful thing ever.
Baby laughs are the most joyful sound ever.
An "enemy" is someone God wants us to spend a little more time trying to love.
Curiosity is never a bad thing & asking why is never a reason to be punished
A person will never really know love until they learn to give it freely, without restraint.
Mr's FRO hates me. For reals. -.-

So go and grab the button so you can join in, it helps keep you grounded, at least for me it does.

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Yes, this is on my phone

So these silly looking people? Tis me and one of my good friends Kelsie :)

So I may or may not have stalked his battallion's facebook page and found this picture of him...and two more pictures and a video...again may or may not have

So I adopted three Marines before Thanksgiving and have been writing to them off and on since then and I finally got a reply!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So excited, but look at that handwriting, it looks exactly like my Mr's and also apparently a lot of Marines write like that... O.o

Is it just me or does this look like a gun?

I'm on a boat...hahaha my Amy <3 She knows how to make me smile from sooo far away!