Sunday, August 29, 2010

I GOT A CAR!!!!! Lol thats all for now : )

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

14 Days left!

Well it seems like everytime I do a blog post I'm apologising for NOT blogging...oops. But the first week of school is officially over!!! It went...well I guess, I mean not great, not bad. It really cemented the fact for me personally that I'm growing distant from ALOT of people. And that makes me sad. But its senior year, and in 8.5 months they wont matter anymore:D Also, I'm growing closer to some people, which I LOVE because said people are pretty damn sweet. :)))) I'm so happpy with life right now, I feel like its all goin right, minus a few things. But those things are so...not important lol. AUGH yay life!! Plus, it helps that the countdown is over half way done!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Almost just 13 days til I get to talk to my Mister, I can't wait!!!

Sunday, August 15, 2010

"...And it's been a while.."

So I love that song. Who am I kiddin, I just love Staind period! But that's not the point of this post lol.

Sooo...ready for another installment of today at work? This one just blows my mine, well really it was yesterday at work but I'm just now posting it.

This man totally made me cry at work yesterday. Yeah, I know. He was just so rude and mean, and he made me soo mad! Okay, so he walks in, comes to my register and says
"Are you serving breakfast or lunch?"
MJ "Sir hold on a moment. *callls back and asks if we have any breakfast left incase he wants some*
"That's NOT what I was asking you. Are you on breakfast or lunch?"
MJ "Sir we're on lunch, but breakfast just ended and I was checking to see if we had any left incase you wanted some."
"Well, that's NOT THE ANSWER THAT I WANTED. I was looking for ^No sir we are on lunch^"
MJ"Sir I'm sorry, I was just trying to..."
"I was lookng for which menu you are on. I didn't ask you to call back for me. I just wanted to know if you were on lunch."
MJ visibly upset at this point "Kim (manager) will you take this man's order?" And he proceeds to walk out.
And I walked away with tears in my eyes. I was just so embarassed! I mean, really I cried at work, and over something that stupid! It's not like I haven't had my fair share of rude customers, but yesterday I just let it get to me for some reason. It didn't help though that when I walked away I started to want to text Mister and then realized that I couldn't do that for 25 more days. Just his response to that would have made me smile "I'll kill him." Really, that's all it would have said.

So now there's 24 days left, I've made it almost a week, WE've made it almost a week. I miss him so much, and I worry too, I mean, he's in a desert, where it's in the 100s all the time. And he's got all his gear on, and his knee hurts him and ugh I'm gonna make myself crazy. I keep going through our texts (does anybody else save the really sweet ones?) and they always make me smile. I love him so much!

Tuesday, August 10, 2010


He told me yesterday before he left for training that it is only 30 days, so I only have 29 more to go!!!! YAAAAAY!

I will NOT start a Facebook war!

Okay I'm having a reallly really really bad urge to comment on something Mister's dad left on his fb page. It's not bad, it says I love you and junk but I have this ridiculous urge to be like 'YOU LIAR! IF YOU LOVED HIM YOU WOULDN'T HAVE CALLED HIM NAMES AND MADE HIM FEEL LIKE SHIT AND IGNORED HIM FOR THE FIRST YEARS OF HIS LIFE! GET OUT OF IT NOW!" But I won't because I'm a decent person. I also have the urge to add in something like "If you hurt him again I swear to well idk I don't swear to God, but I swear I will come and find you. I promise you that if you insult him, yell at him, try to steal his identity *ahem*, or in any way make him feel bad you will get it." BUT...again I'm a good person. But it is just OH so tempting. I am literally shaking right now with the effort to resist. I freaking hate his dad. He may not, but I do. His dad is scum and I wish they had never gotten back in touch.

Ugh. Just ugh. What do I do??? Just ignore it and pretend like I"m soooo happy when really my heart and my mine is screaming "Bad decision! He's gonna hurt him, don't let it happen!" :/

Sunday, August 8, 2010


How am I feeling today?
* 1985

Bowling For Soup
comment: Hmm nostalgia, yeah, I can go with that

Will I get far in life?
* Be Like That
Three Doors Down
comment: Well okay then.

How do my friends see me?
* Always

Blink 182
comment: Well I hope not.

What is my best friend's theme song?
* Whenever You Remember

Carrie Underwood
comment: Aw well not really but its a good song

What is the story of my life?
*Girls & Boys

Good Charlotte
comment: Nah...

What was highschool like for me?
*Thunder Kiss '65
White Zombie
comment: Well uh idk about that lol

How can I get ahead in life?
*What a Shame
comment: So...I'm gonna smoke 2 packs of cigerattes a day, and the strongest whisky Kentucky can make...or I'm gonna know someone like that. Okay then.

What is the best thing about me?
*Over and Over
Three Days Grace
comment: So true.

How is today going to be?
*Heaven (Little by Little)
Theory of a Deadman
comment: Lol what does this have to do with anything?

What is in store for this weekend?
All Time Low
comment: Oooh maybe it'll be fun!

What song describes my parents?
*A Song For the Hopeless
All That Remains
comment: HAHA wow.

How is my life going?
*Stay Together For the Kids
Blink 182
comment: Wow. That hurts its so true.

What song will they play at my funeral?
comment: I'm gonna commit suicide...??

How does the world see me?
*Lost in Stereo
All Time Low
comment: So I guess I'm absent minded...I can see that

Will I have a happy life?
*That's What You Get
comment: Great. Just fantastic.

Well I feel like that was completely untrue lol.

Saturday, August 7, 2010

Fun Fun!

So this totally reminds me of MySpace and it totally got me interested...we all know we secretly llove these!

What is your favorite salad dressing? Ranch

What is your favorite sit down restaurant? O'Charleys

What food could you eat for 2 weeks straight and not get sick of it? Spaghetti!

What are you pizza toppings of choice? Ham and pineapple

What do you like to put on your toast? Butter and cinnamon

How many televisions are in your house? 5

What color cell phone do you have? Red and black

What does the first message in your inbox say and who sent it? Well. This is mushy but " I really do love you so much you have no idea" from the Mister

Who was the last person to call you? My lil red head friend Ashley

Are you right-handed or left-handed? Left

Have you ever had anything removed from your body? Just teeth

What is the last heavy item you lifted? My sister lol

If it were possible would you want to know the day you were going to die? Depends

If you could change your name, what would you change it to? Something that doesn't make customers try to talk to me in Spanish, I mean, really? Marissa doesn't mean that I'm Spanish

Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000? Heck no! I don't care for spicy things

How many pairs of flip flops do you own? Like 2

Last time you had a run-in with the cops? I never have, I'm a good kid like that :)

Last person you talked to in person? Family

Favorite Month? None really

Currently missing someone? Of course

Current mood? A little hurt.

What are you listening to? Bathwater running

What are you watching? Nothing

What are you worrying about? The fall semester

Last movie you saw? Four Christmases

Do you smile often? Yes

Do you always answer your phone? Yes, unless I am busy or really upset about something.

It's four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it? Somebody who wants to die. But probably Kolby not bein able to sleep.

If you could change your eye color, what color would you choose? The kind of hazel that looks purple

Do you own a digital camera? Yes, but its retarded.

Have you ever had a pet fish? They all die, its sad.

Favorite Christmas song? Tender Tennessee Christmas

What's on your wish list for your birthday? No deployment? Not possible? Uhm idk

Can you do push ups? Uhm no.

Can you do a chin up? Haha funny story, the last time I did that it was embarassing and I farted in front of my fifth grade class. It was very traumatic.

Does the future make you more nervous or excited. Oh boy, it makes me more jittery so nervoud I guess

Ever been in a car wreck. No

What is the last song to make you cry? Breath by Breaking Benjamin...I should stop listening to it bc it always puts me in a sad place

Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom? All the time.

Name three things you bought yesterday? Well today, I bought a new purse, some crazy good smelling deoderant (cherry mischief by secret) and gum

Have you ever been given roses? Mister had them delivered to the school for my 15th bday Freshman year

Do you have an accent? I say Ya'll and I live in a place called Tuckyhoe. Im gonna say yes.

Current hate right now? People reading over my shoulder when I'm on the computer

Met someone who changed your life? Of Course

Name three people who might complete this? Heck If I know lol.

What were you doing at 12am last night? Finally asleep!

I'm baaaaaack!

Ah blog world I missed you so! Vacation was fun, I'm planning a post on it. And I'm slowly but surely checking all of your blogs!!