Isn't it ironic?

He thinks I'm the strongest girl in the world. He doesn't think twice about asking me to be strong for both of us, because he just doesn't know. He tells me that it's so hard for him to be away, and yes, I can understand that. But he doesn't understand that it's hard for me too.

I had a friend tell me today that she doesn't think she could ever handle being with someone in the military.

"You miss him all of the time, and you cry. I don't think I could do that MJ. You almost cried last night when you got to see him on Skype, I'm surprised you didn't."

I'm surprised I didn't too. I wanted to. His friend called me on Skype and Mr was in the room with him and I was like it's my baby!!! I got so happy, and I started to shake and everything. I know that most of y'all know what I mean when I talk about this. It's just so hard to be strong for two people :/

You can call me God mommy :))

Remember that cute baby puppy? SHE'S A HORSE. I swear. I didn't know she'd get big so fast!

In the week I've been at school I swear she's gained 5 pounds and grew by 3 inches. I hate that I'm missing so much with my baby girl :((

This little peanut is my godson Grayson :)) He was born the day that Mr left to head back to Cali, and I just feel like it's fate :)) He's kept me smiling since Mr left, and that's hard to do. His mommy is my best friend, and I can't wait to fly out to meet her! It's crazy how Facebook has let me meet these amazing women who have become my support system. His mom is in the top three, and I don't think I could handle anything without her. My phone has groups I can put people in, and she's in the group where I send any big news to, like 1st response. She texts back when it's 3am and she's always there for me, she's just amazing. :)) I keep tellin her my honeymoon is gonna be a road trip to visit her, and she keeps laughing and saying Mr won't like it, but it'll happen. I swear. Lol. Her husband is in the Army, and his doppelganger works at a bagel place on campus. :))

Playing Catch Up

Sometimes we like to sleep in our waterbowls...

This is our puppy Sapphire :)) She's part boxer, lab, and husky :)) She's 8 weeks old and HUGEEE!! She's also the sweetest puppy. Ever. Mr and I are in love with her, he pretty much gets daily picture of her and I hate living on campus away from her! When I went home this past weekend she freaked out when she saw me and her little tail was wagging like crazy :))

Hmmm what else is going on? Ohhh I need a co-signer for my student loan :/ Mr can't do it because spouses can't be co-signers for each other, my parents can't, and I just don't know who I'm gonna get to do it. :/ Funk funk funk.

I got a second job at Papa Johns last week! I work only weekends, get paid every Monday, and it's pretty much my gas money. I need to save up for Vegas and this will help a ton. I have all kinds of insurance junk to worry about, so needless to say I'm pretty stressed.

Haha sidenote, this girl in my Engliah 102 class has an Elmo voice. It cracks me up.

Anywho, Mr got a new phone the other day! It's touch screen and he's just like "Uh...." about it. My poor non technological Marine. Ohh and he bought a truck yesterday! 2010 Silver Ford Ranger. It's only a 2 seater but we won't need more seats than that for a while so it's good for now :))

I might be MIA for a bit, Finals are coming up and then Fall semseter starts. I'll do quick updates every now and then for you!