He's Home

Semi-wordless Wednesday

Sooo last night I got my hair did, and today....I went to the airport to pick up my love!!!

New Hair!

Sooo I need opinions :) Should I go from this hair toooo really really dark brown?? Because the hair now is really light on bottom from a foray into redhead-ness...and I really wanna go dark so idk. Opinions? Snide remarks? Hate? Love?

I think I broke my toe...

For serial. Last night in Jujitsu we were playing freeze tag. Only, in Jujitsu we play a version where to be unfrozen the person has to crawl between your legs and last night they added throwing...I was thrown...and pivoted on my left pinky toe...it's all purple and pitiful looking now, and I feel like crap. It's funny to see me walk though, I lift the outer part of my foot up so it doesn't touch the ground and hobble/limp. I feel like a hunchback.

In other news, I go home this weekend!! Sleep here I comeeeee

Random Ramblings

I hate spam mail. Just sayin. Especially when Mr gives me his email information to look at his iteniery (sp?) for his flight home and I find an online dating website ad...pfft shoulda seen my reaction, I woulda done a fish wife proud. Haha anywho, guess who's love comes hom in 5 days!!!!!! One hint...THIS GIRL! This time will be so different from when he was home before, I can feel it. I can't wait to just see him. I just wanna see his face and know that he's finally here after so long, and I feel like a Goob for calling 6 months a long time when I went a year before this time, but it feels like its been a decade since I saw him. I think it's because i know we've both changed some. But more on that later.

College is alright, it's draining me though. I'm getting 4-5 hours of sleep a night and wake up in the mornings all groggy and junk and fallin asleep in class is killin me. It's all these English papers I have to write I guess.

My new job is pretty amazing though, I just sit on the computer all day and do nothing but homework, I mean, hey I'll take what I can get ;)

Conflicted

Oh bloggy loves my heart is hurting...it seems like we're back to the way we were before with Mister. Despite the 2 phone calls that I got yesterday, which is more than I got in a month before deployment, we're back to acting like MJ didn't text us, and getting upset over things that we're only being kidded about.
MJ- I've got bubbles!
Mr.- Can someone say childish?
MJ- Can someone say mean?
Mr.- Mean
MJ- yes you are. incredibly so
Mr- I love you too
MJ- I know you do :) I loves you mores
and guess who never got a text back? Maybe I was being too sensitive...because honestly, I'm having trouble trying to figure out how to react to him. He got back to the states Friday, and texted me when he could and it was awkward really...I'm so happy he's home, he makes me so happy when he's not being like this. And I don't really know what to say to him now. I feel like I don't know how to talk to him anymore and that makes me sad. Maybe I'm just so distracted with the roommate thing and I need to work more on my relationship. I'm not sure.

Speaking of roommates, guess what? I don't like mine. Now, its not that she's a horrible person, although some of the things she's done to me have led me to have a biased opinion, its that we've roomed together before, and we both did some petty, unnecessary things, and now we can't stand each other. She admitted to poisoning what I thought were two very good frienships with lies and making them choose sides between us. All with a smile on her face. But oh well, whatever. We both know that frienship is out of the question, I just hope that we can coexist civily. So I'm off to be even more conflicted now...lalala

College kid

Hello all. I'm sorry that I've been so MIA lately...hmm lets see what all has happened since my last post? Lord that was back in April!!!!!!!! Okay so...I graduated!! I'll put pictures up later. I went to the beach! It was my graduation trip with my family, and it was so much fun. I wanna go back so bad, I think I wanna live there one day. I moved into my dorm Tuesday May 31. My roommate is a girl I roomed with before and while we don't get along we've decided to work it out :) So I'm hopeful about that. He gets to come home SOOOOON!!!! We've already got dates for them coming back to the states, so I'll have to do another post to talk about that :)

Today was my first day of class, and I'm reallly starting to realise that I'm not fully grown up like I want to be yet. I still need to work on my flexibility and to learn to handle conflict. I need to get off blogger and do my homework too :P I will in a minute though. I really hope this is a growing and learning experience for me, I really think I need that. Well anywho, that's my updates :) I'll go in depth later :)